I sat wondering at my own thoughts .. well i was down again .. battery low !!! yes my mental battery had again gone down with too much of thoughts meandering my mind restlessly.
Well i was stressed with continuous work and no break types.... i wanted to spend time to work on my quizzing , start my violin again and yes reading ... but all these was in pending , or was just on a switch mode - on /off.
So many instances just had gushed in my mind again when i was stressed out. And they turned bad as i was already drained and this totally sucked out my enthusiasm ...
Old memories .. wouldn't be happy to use the term ' memories' as they really are not good to be held but i still wouldn't want it to be deleted from my brain. i would surely love the 'pensive' which Dumbledore used but not throw them away as i think past can be hidden back but surely shouldn't be dumped as it is a boost in most situations to do better....
While i sat thinking about how i can lead my life the way i want , i realized that there is nothing that can stop one from reaching one's dream.. may be not all of us will become successful immediately or easily but for sure one will live one's dream if we passionately follow it- no chase it and yes believe we can reach it .
I happened to read about a chap who has no arms nor legs at all. Seeing him i realize we have so much to reach and just if we think we lack this and that we will never make it , if we don't and we just work towards our goals - what ever be it , we will be the top of the heap!
Looks don't matter really , it is only the way one carries oneself . had it been only looks then i am sure i would have never made it to marketing !!!
I know i should be able to reach my dreams only one thing i need to do is make my mind believe in me .
i am sure the same works for others too ..
wishing you a great and happy Ugadhi/ Gudi Padwa .. and what not :) simple terms Happy new year * ( Regional one yaar)
I am signing off yet again but this time i am charged even if you are or not after reading this prattle....